Sunday, April 15, 2018

A Respectable Lion Doesn't Roll in Snow, My Son



                                                                                         Photo by PRO, license.

I have very high standards and values, and I wanted to instill these educational, behavioral, and moral standards and values in my children.  I felt a deep obligation to teach my children how to conduct themselves properly.  This duty required me, I thought, to correct misbehavior with constructive criticism.  My criticism, of course, was well intentioned.  I criticized because I was concerned about my children’s future.  I wanted them to improve and succeed in a competitive world.  I wanted them to live up to their wonderful potential.

Consequently, if my child brought home a B-, he would get the lecture about how a little bit of extra effort could make it an A.  If she wanted to wear a skirt that was too short, she got the lecture about dressing modestly.  If a bad word came out of his mouth, I jumped to the lecture on proper language.  I promptly noticed when their rooms weren’t clean enough, when their chores weren’t done quickly enough or good enough, when their friends were questionable, when they stayed out too late, when they were on the phone too long.  I told her when her make-up was garish, and him when he was wasting his money.  I told them what they needed to do differently to be better.



I thought I was doing it right.  I was careful to criticize the action and not the child, just to show them how they could improve.  I was sure my criticism was constructive.  In fact, often I didn’t see it as criticism at all, but as parental instruction and motherly advice.  But my children saw it differently.  I saw one child’s defiance, another’s unwillingness to communicate, another’s tendency to shift the blame.  



To me these attitudes were something else to criticize.  I didn’t see that it was a result of my criticism.

Somehow, my criticism did not empower or encourage my children.  Criticism did not bring out the best in them.  It did not encourage a loving affectionate relationship.  It did make them feel resentful and “put down.”



I remember one day when my teenaged daughter said, “Mom, you always think I am so bad.  I’m better than most of the kids in my high school.”  Instead of listening to her, I went to the lecture about not being content with average.

Experts1 say that parents should spend the majority of parent-child interactions as connecting, and only a small portion as correcting.  We usually tend to reverse that.  If we need to correct, we should as soon as possible afterward do some positive playful interaction to help us connect.

Criticism and punishment led to anger and defiance, or secretiveness and withdrawal.  I felt increasingly justified in my criticism and disapproval, and my children felt increasingly justified in their resentment and rebelliousness.

                                                                                              Photo by Tony Alter

Then I read Steven Covey’s book, The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Families. One thing he said really struck a chord.  “Seek first to understand, and then to be understood.”  I had been trying so hard to make sure they understood my standards and values, that I never took time to listen to them, their concerns, their beliefs, their standards and their values.



Change wasn’t instantaneous, but I am happy to say that they have forgiven me, they have grown past the traumas I introduced, and we are good friends now.  I have learned to understand where they are coming from.  And, much to my surprise, I learn from them.



         1. Karyn Purvis Institute of Child Development – Trust Built Relational Intervention